Why????

As I am sitting here with this HORRIBLE pain throbbing through my head...

I'm wondering WHY....

WHY....

WHY ...

do there have to be days like MONDAYS....

I never hear anybody say...I hate Fridays...or I hate Tuesdays...WHY MONDAY!!!!

So I should have known how this day was going to go when mike had to leave early to work this morning...And it was an earlier than usual morning...so as soon as that front door shut both of the girls were wide awake, well I heard little bit doing her morning groans...so I rushed to "try to save the morning" and put the binky back in her mouth, but as I rounded the corner to her room...I was startled out of my "half awake" state to my three year old...When or why she was in little bits room...I HAVE NO IDEA!!! all I know is that she scared the CRAP out of me!!! and needless to say I scooped up macey and brought both of them back to bed with me to hopefully grab another half hour of sleep...at least...(but as THIS monday would soon show it's ugly face)...that half hour of sleep was not going to happen.

Little bit had her nine month check up this morning, so after the morning "festivities" I was awake and ready for the day...Or so I thought...

Our Dr. Appt was for 11:00 AM this morning and we arrived a little early to do the whole...Begining of the year "Paperwork" and with it being a MONDAY the office was full when we got there, never in the 3 years I have been seeing this doctor have I ever had to wait so long. I was quit upset...not to mention the fact that I had my nine month old AND my three year old to entertain for AN HOUR!!! YUP and HOUR they didn't call us back until 11:30....and then to get back to the room and the nurse has me strip littel bit to her diaper so they can weigh her...and then tells me she will be right back...then leaves and comes back 5 minutes later...then does the duties and then it takes a good 20 minutes for the doc to come in...and then all HELL broke loose...long story short...We had to leave and come back...(details left out for LONG reading sake) It was 12:30 before we walked out of the office...we went home to have lunch and to call on a very dear friend in a time of need!!! And I am soooo thankful for her!!! Little bit took her nap and we tried to do her test...(ok the doc suspected a bladder infection so I had to put on that bag to try to catch the urine and OF COURSE on this MONDAY...she peed but NOT in the bag....) and so 2:30 I drop Thing 1 off with my "Saving Grace" and thing two and I head BACK to the dr...ONE...to get a new bag and TWO to have a chest xray...

So we get the new bag we have the xrays and we are back upstairs in the dr office waiting room adn we are waitng for little bit to pee in the bag...by this time it is 4:30 and she still has not peed....it is five oclock before she finally pees and we go back to dr room and he proceeds to say that she does in fact have a bladder infection and that the xrays came back fine...so now she need and antibiotic so the prescription is off to the pharmacy...and we are off to get Thing 1...

We make it back to pick up THing 1 and do a littel venting in the process and after retuning to my car I realize I have a new voicemail.... it is from the pharmacy...Telling me that the perscription the doc has sent in is out of stock...and they would like to know what they want me to do about it..Ok first of alll....I"M NOT A DOCTOR so why are you asking ME what to do about it...My first thought would be to call the doctor right???? So by this point it's almost 6:30 I'm so exhausted I just dont' want to deal with anything anymore...I want to go home and crawl into bed and just cry away all the frustrations that this MONDAY has bestowed upon me!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!

So we return home, In the garage....In the house....Coats off....Upstairs...PJ"s ON....TV ON....Little bit fed...Clean up....Kids asleep....MOMMY ME TIME!!!!!!!!

And I must add to this that there was good in my day!!! Yes I know believe it or not there was. My husband...Although he was away and couldn't make it to be with me and help...He made it seem as though he was....his words and comfort just make the worst of things not seem that bad. After we were finishedwith the xrays, i had a missed alert on my phone and it was a text message from him...and all it said was Smile...I love you...and all the tension and frustrations of the day seemed to drop to my feet and a smile did cross my face...and it felt as i walked away from the spot I was standing that I left some of my troubles just laying right there on the floor as if I had just stepped right out of them like a pair of pants. I Love you babe...On a day like today...I'm glad I know I can count on you to make it a little brighter.

SO as I sit here enjoying the quiet, and reading the title of my blog, it is so true...

You win some and you sure as Hell lose some...

And I shall rise again in the morning to face another day....

Bring it on...